I could have chosen many realities before

I entered this one.

I chose this reality because it taught me

that living is more important than

giving up on myself.

I chose only aspects

of what I live in

and who I live as

but not everything is up to me

nor the pull of planetary bodies

& genetic inheritance.

Time shows me

I change over time

with every action

& inaction.

Everything I say is a spell

that which I am of

is pure as the divine forces

that present to me

real love

real life

real happiness

all living inside of me

never to leave me entirely.

I shall see that my message

radiates through,

I shall see that my message

changes my life.

Everything will be whole

even as God pulls me away

from

everything

I

know

I can

be

without.

I know what I want now:

a sweet surrender

to that which protects my life

and loves me

whole.