is the thing that wakes you up

to life

i wish I knew how much more time I had

to know this life is precious so I must keep it

that way

transforming, transfiguration

transfixed on all the things that grant you hell

what grants you life is heaven itself

hell kills you

over and over again

it’s a heart break, the heartache

that brings the whole thing down

your body is breaking

with stress

but your body is also healing

let’s talk to god itself

maybe god knows something about

death

we don’t know yet …

…..we wait

….we wait

….we wait

….it’s done.

death has arrived and i’m

transforming,

transfixed on the

altered state of reality

death has me in ways

you don’t

it protects me

from the belief that my life is

nothing more than how

foolish people treat me

evil has it’s name

and it is not death

it is not life

it is not love

it is not desire