I always chose you.

Yes, you.

Yes, you the one who’s always gonna love me

without conditions or distractions

you

always show up,

you

always love me

as I am

as I am

you always fight

for me

you show me that

I am

deserving of love in everything.

You deliver

every message

from above

with absolute

kindness

sincerity

truth hurts, but it is honest…

in faith it sets us both free.

Truth is my love will

never fade away

your love will always stay.

You say to your god

“Show me

the face of my beloved.”

you see

an infinite array of

my aura and bodily

existence .

I say to

your god

“Forgive me

for not knowing that

I didn’t ever need

to wait for love.”

It was always here, it was always free

for me to delve in

for me to live in.

I was always the Dream

in your sleep

in your spells.

In your eyes,

I shined the brightest

I showed you what you always wanted

not what’s been sold to us

as the cure to our suffering.

Selling love?

Selling deceit.

Selling God?

Feeling defeat.

Sadness sets me free

to show you pain is real

as the love I feel eternally.

The World Sees Us.

The World Chooses Us.

I choose to be free

even when my feelings drown me.

My life doesn’t amount to the happiness

I feel I’ve lost forever

My life is precious as

skies shifting from blue

to pink, lilac, magenta,

purple, dark blue, pitch

black, and red as

the blazing sun setting

fire to my

sins.

I’m happiest with you, beloved.

I know I am connected

with the force that guides me

for life.

It shows me

I’m always loved

I’m always with the one

that saves me from hell.