In another dimension, it’s the simulation.

In this dimension, it’s called the real thing.

Where feelings matter and my love weighs heavy.

Romance doesn’t worry me, it doesn’t kill me inside,

it doesn’t change my mind.

It revolutionizes how I see my future.

What I want, it can be mine.

Because in my mind, desire isn’t a sin.

Desire doesn’t weigh down on me.

I cannot chase what does not chase me.

I race with my desire.

I race with thoughts wishing to be reality.

Little did I know that simulating what we wanted

could very well lead to the real thing.

But that’s not what I want.

That’s not what I want.

That’s not what I want.

That’s not what I want.

You are not what I want.

You are not what I desire.

You are nothing

If you choose to not exist in my life.

That’s fine with me.

What I want won’t hurt me.

What I want won’t wish for me to die.

What I want won’t push me to the other side.

What I want isn’t a person or thing.

It is freedom.

What I want is freedom.

Freedom to change my mind

and the World.

If free love exists

then it is up to us

to see together

what that really looks like.